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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were the stars- little points of life and reason. Then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. And there was no more reason for anything.
You are my world
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[05 Oct 2008|10:57am] |
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Don't be confused by my apparent lack of ceremony,
My mind is clear.
I may be low or miles high off in the distance,
I want you near.
I love you,
even when I'm sleeping.
When I close my eyes,
you're everywhere.
And if they take me flying on the magic carpet,
see me wave.
If our communication fails I'll re-connect it,
I want to rave.
I love you,
even when I'm sleeping
When I close my eyes,
you're everywhere
No matter where the road is leading us remember,
don't be afraid.
We have a continent that sometimes comes between us,
but that's ok.
I love you,
even when I'm sleeping.
When I close my eyes,
you're everywhere.
When I close my eyes,
you're everywhere.
Don't be afraid, don't be afraid.
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[27 Jul 2008|09:02pm] |
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I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
Yeah
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole
Lock the doors
Cause I like to capture this voice
it came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole
Tower over me
Tower over me
And I'll take the truth at any cost
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole
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[29 Nov 2007|09:13pm] |
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I have the most bizarre feelings right now. I have just taken my mum and dad and Sab to my first ever exhibition. The end of my first yr of graphic design meant that we had some of our best work displayed at an exhibition at the TAFE i was just taking it all in my stride for most of this semester not thinking much about it. But now that i have gone there and just seeing my very own work up on the wall for all to see and seeing the teachers pride about their students work has made me feel so utterly proud of myself i had this goofy grin the hole time i was there.
I'm not sure how many pieces i had in the exhibition i didn't count them i should have it didn't even cross my mind at the time. My mum and dad seemed impressed i think they were more happy about the grin that i had. I had an issue about the TAFE was going to attend next yr because i want to move back down the coast closer to my friends and family problem is that now i think about it and now i have been to the other TAFE i remember how well the teachers have taught this yr how dedicated they were to making us all try our best. I don't think i want to leave that. The have the belief that students will learn more from doing the tasks rather than writing a 2000 work essay and that suits me fine this way it doesn't go in one eye and out the other so to speak.
But we have to wait and see i don't want to stop Sab from finishing her course i want her to finish it so she has th feeling i have now :)
thats all
Peace.
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[20 Nov 2007|11:07pm] |
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freestate- man who couldnt lie |
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omg not that anyne cares but i have just finished my last assignment for this year and i have now finished my first year of graphic design diploma GO ME!!!
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[17 Nov 2007|05:52pm] |
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my mother is dunk on cocktails its funny.
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[08 Jul 2007|11:27am] |
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You don't remember my name.
I don't really care.
Can we play the game your way?
Can I really lose control?
Just once in my life,
I think it'd be nice,
Just to lose control, just once,
With all the pretty flowers in the dust.
Mary had a lamb.
His eyes black as coals.
If we play very quiet, my lamb,
Mary never has to know.
Just once in my life,
I think it'd be nice,
Just to lose control, just once.
If I cut you down to a thing I can use,
I fear there will be nothing good left of you.
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[05 Jun 2007|10:32am] |
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Before i let you go
Give me just one more night to show you
Just how i feel
I lost all my control
If it takes my whole damnned life i'll
Make this up to you
Im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
Thats blown in by the wind that carries the clouds
To hide my wish on a fallen star
A differnt kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me
I tried to let you go
I wish i could turn back time and show
You just how i feel
I needed you to know
If it takes my whole damned life i'll
Make this up to you
Before you let me go, i needed you to know
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[04 Apr 2007|11:33pm] |
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Finally get to update again i'm at TAFE on the computers ooo i'm naughty heh well just wanted to let anyone eho reas this kno i';ll be down the coast at my paents from the 16th so anyone wanting to catch up feel free to msg me could do with some company vause sab's going away for a week so yeah i'll be around.
Nothing mush new to report still doing my TAFE stuff its going ok had a couple of marks i havnt been happy with but fixin them up so yeah i'm actually trying this yr.
Sab and i are good still managing to not be too poor. I will be getting the net soon so will be able to chat to ppl i havnt for a while so that will be good. Well thats about it.
-me
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[22 Feb 2007|03:58pm] |
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Sorry been so long since i've posted and will be awhile till i post again i dont have the internet at my place yet and it really sux hard specially with tafe work and all :/ hope all you guys are doin good out there since i just sorta up and left you all of a sudden and![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) doopitsi'm sorry i quit woollies but if i didn't my car along with my head would've turned into poopy shit.
I'm still at TAFE suprise suprise and loving it except all the freakin homework i have. Money sitch is ok for now although i wouldnt mind have\ing a oine day job up here doing something easy just for tht little bit extra cash. Meh oh well you get tht. The only big new i have really is that I GOT A KITTEN
Name: Jasper
Age: 8 Weeks
Colour: Dark turtle shell
She's an abbsolute sook she keeps me company when sab's at work and i'm stuck inside doing homeworl which is most of the time.
Ok thats all i got about now so yeah till next time....
PS if anyone wants to come visit feel free just msg i'd love the omcpany considerin i'm friendless up here.
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[26 Dec 2006|02:35am] |
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Merry xmas ppl! So its about 10:30am xmas day and i have been awake since about 6am didnt sleep untill 2am because i was simply to excited not about christmas about something thats happening this week that will be a once only event a memory that wil be made this week that will last me forever. One that i wil look back at and smile for all eternity no matter what happens. As if thts not something to be excited about.
At the moment i'm in Canberra at my sisters house it is windy... cold and apparently snowing about 2 hours south of here... hello? did no one tell th weather man its SUMMER!? I left home (6am) in shorts and a singlet i now wish i had my jeans and jumper like i thought about wearing... idiot :/ I'm sitting on my bro in law's new lap top im not even sure i'm alloud to use it but my bro in law is at work, my sis and mum are at church(got outta it YAY) dads talking to bro in laws father and im being anti social as per usual (im thought to be the problem child so why not act it?) heh even tho that was clearly my brothers job.
I hate this key board the space bar is a bitch so if all my words aretogetherlikethis just ignore it its me being too lazy to press any harder and move my hands. Its hard typing on this with long nails. hmm so ive been working alot lately and im kinda over "hi how you going? have a nice christmas" so yesterday on my 9 hr shift of hell i decided to start saying how ya goin? have a good one" nooooo wooolies isnt boring at all heh and yesterday i saw doopits midrift which im sure is a never before seen site... its only beause the sexy little kid decorated christmas shirt seemed to be an xtra small bit like some of the other checkout chix there kim youuu kno who im talkin bout. OH OH and then there was a cockroach which fell out of a customers greenbag and scared the shit out of kim and phyl (im not gonna evn attemt at spelling her name) and the man squashed it with his thong and it was still moving and kim screamed and so i squashed it more and then pretended to throw it at phyl and she squeeled and it made my night... that and when she told a family of muslim people to "have a great christmas" when... they dont celebrate it. And informed their child of whom santa was. HAHA oh funny funny.
I've broken the mouse on this thing ahhhhh ok i re booted and im ok now lol hmm hope i didnt break anything. Its almost lunchtime and its freezing :S my niece is so cute shes randomly pointing to things saying mummy? lol yay for xmas ok lunch time thts all
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[20 Dec 2006|11:41pm] |
I've come across some of the best music lately and i;m so glad of it. Ive needed it these past few weeks. Ive gotten more hours this week so there's a good thing and another good thing i got accepted into TAFE for graphic design... end
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[17 Dec 2006|08:50pm] |
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i'm in that place again the one where ppl can talk to me and ill know they are seaking but its like slow motion. Fucking head it always makes the worst out of situations. I wanna go out and be around ppl but can't bring myself to step outside and i don't know where id go cause everyone is busy.
I'm so fucking over it.
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[16 Dec 2006|11:36pm] |
Taken from indecisive_grrr
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions: no more, no less. Ask me anything you want (though I reserve the right to not answer, or to answer evasively). Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including me) to ask you anything. (comments screaned)
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[14 Dec 2006|12:09pm] |
I'm feeling crossed
I take it inside
Burn up the pain
My thoughts are strange
Just like the things
I used to love
Just like the tree that fell
I heard it
If art is still inside
I feel it
I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive
Take all these strings
They call my veins
Wrap them around
Every fucking thing
Presence of people
Not for me
Well I must remain in tune
Forever
My love is music
I will marry melody
I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive
Won't you let me take you
For a ride
You can stop the world
Try to change my mind
Won't you let me show you
How it feels
You can stop the world
But you won't change me
I need music
I need music
I need music to set me free
To let me bleed
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[13 Dec 2006|01:16pm] |
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There's something in your ways
That makes me wanna stay here for a thousand years
So just cry your fears, yeah, I need you everyday
Inside you I just want to wipe away your fears
So just cry your tears, yeah
I wish I was with you
If I stay well than your tears will set you free
If I stay right here and forever with you
Everything I feel for you is everything I want to stay with you
If I stay right here and forever with you
My eyes!
My eyes
This is tearing me apart I wish I could be in your soft arms
Feel you again
Anytime I feel like I'm to far
Than I will try to remember all ours and your memories I know
I wish I was in you
If I stay Well then your tears will set you free
If I stay right here and forever with you
Everything I feel for you Is everything I want to stay with you
If I stay right here
And forever with you
My eyes! my eyes
My eyes! my eyes
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[07 Dec 2006|09:17pm] |
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i think....
no i know i'm lonely :(
yay for emo entries
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[06 Dec 2006|10:29am] |
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Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game
It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game
Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game
So beautiful, beautiful...
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[24 Nov 2006|01:24am] |
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breathe-anna nalick |
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[23 Nov 2006|10:46pm] |
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Staind - take this |
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heh so it seems i only update my journal lately when im not feelin the best or to post lyrics... how emo of me. Ah well yes as i said i'm not the best at the moment i think it prolly has something to do with the music the lack of cigz and the tremendous stress of things to come in the next month or so and the lack of money to do it with. hmm There are other things bothering me but as usual i wont discuss them over LJ all i know is i'm not too sure how i feel about any of it. I know how i should feel and how people would want me to feel but i havn't really made out how i actually really feel. its complicated. I'm not evn sure whats making me think that i have to analyze it anyway. the point of my story is i think too much....
end.
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